March 2010
2 posts
I will ask myself, "How badly do I want this?" I...
It’s everything that I can do right now, to not think about you moving further off with every passing second. And every night of this lonely summertime I feel you missing from my heart, a part was kidnapped from my soul.
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin. Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill in my heart that starts inside your...
Your voice is like the sound of sirens to a house...
I love being in love.
And I love this nice weather. My self-diagnosed winter depression is over. Spring, I’m ready for you:)
"You're not perfect sport, and let me save you the...
Things have been really good lately. However, I am so sick of the snow, I can’t wait for spring. Looking forward to sitting on the front porch again. Can’t come soon enough.
I l _ _ e you:)
June 2009
3 posts
Where does the good go?
Where do you go with your broken heart in tow? What do you do with the left over you? How do you know when to let go? Where does the good go? Where does the good go? Look me in the eye and tell me you don’t find me attractive. Look me in the heart and tell me you won’t go. Look me in the eye and promise no love’s like our love. Look me in the heart and unbreak broken. It...
Don't you worry, there's still time.
Where will you be left when it runs out?
It was nice to believe for a while.
To care about and feel so much for another human being is the greatest and worst gift of all time.
January 2009
1 post
Diva is a female version of a hustler.
Classes have started and my life is more stressful than ever. Trying to balance everything and keeping myself sane seems nearly impossible at this point. Good thing I spent all day flipping through mindless TV shows and eating ice cream rather than doing anything of the productive sort.
December 2008
1 post
No time to think of consequences.
What is the point of ever becoming attached to another human being? Are the few moments of pleasure and so-called-happiness worth all the other emotions involved? Risking feeling something so intense for another person hardly sounds worth making your own emotions uncontrollable.
“If it comes down to a choice between being unloved and being vulnerable and sensitive and emotional, then you...
November 2008
4 posts
Beat your heart out.
I can’t stop smiling.
Well, I cant stop talking for fear of listening to...
Tomorrow night is dedicated to chinese food and good movies, but hell, who knows if that will even happen the way my week is going. Two more days of school, three more of work and Thanksgiving break is here. Much needed.
Movies I want to buy include: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Dazed and Confused, and August Rush.
Sometimes I can’t explain how I feel. Sometimes all I can do...
Searching for a former clarity
I am sick of the same old routine. The same, boring schedule day after day after day. Is anyone interesting anymore, or are we all just the same robotic people we love to hate? I’m aching for winter break to come so my mind can be filled with things other than organic chemistry, exams, and being good enough.
I’ve started reading Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk.
And as the snow falls,...
Love is not logical.
I am searching for something; the problem is I don’t know what that something is, making it hard for my search to ever end. With the end to each day this feeling remains, and still I feel empty inside. Something is missing. I feel like I’m not myself. I’m an actor in my own body.